right... apperanty havent blogged in ages... ok so we're right smack in the middle of the xams... great... i have absolutely no motivation to study... and here i am learning about motivation in om and con b watever... wonder y there's no motivation...

was very distracted this whole month... there was the stress week then the anti couple week... and the then comes the bored and ignored season... hell lot to encounter in on month you think... whatever... life sux anyway... first time this time in ages i actually felt like one of those pathetic loosers i always diss... i cant believe it... i'm actually wallowing in self pitty... oh please...

pissed myself off last week cause there was a problem but just couldnt make myself fix it... in the war between imperfect but tangible vs perfect but totally intangible... what is the correct choice... maybe i need tangible but i dont think i could settle for imperfect... ok whatever... just go with perfection... even if it means never getting it...

anyway to make this week worst... found out that one of my not so favourite frens was dating my second cousin... ok gross... thats not the most traumatic part but whatever its bad enough without the details...
i hate september...

anyway... this post so serious... i'm shocked haha... soooo... why did the chicken cross the road...

actually i dunno to hell with the dam chicken...