the christmas season is pretty much over... well almost... and 2006 is beckoning round the corner... yes how poetic...

some recap of the past events...

thursay seceblated christmas with the class... yes was a roudy affair... *well waddeaya expect...*

christmas lesson no.1 - music is definately one sure way to generate noise... *thats when its concerning 02*

friday was normal.. nothing happened other than project meeting *or so it was supposed to be* and of course rushing the e-learning crap...

christmas lesson no.2 - e-learning is lame

saturday... christmas eve... the extended family came over... yes was a roudy afair yet again... but thats quite normal too actually... pedro's party was cancled cause he had to go to m'sia...

christmas lesson no.3 - my family is nuts... but in a good way i guess...

sunday was christmas day... ok honestly was quite dreading the day... was pretty afraid of what the day would have in sore for me... so ok my worst fears did not really come true... went for lunch at sharsleak (ok have no idea how to spell that) then coffee at nydc... survived phase 1... phase 2... party at marks place... everyone's gonna be there... ok so tien lang was my saving grace to start of with...afer that things went uh pretty smoothly i dare say... i survived phase 2... *ok so thank GOD there was no phase 3... just sweet home alabama on tv...*

christmas lesson no.4 - set yr expectations low... you'll feel alot better abt things even if they turned out medeocre... cause it's still better than what you expected...

this afternoon... went to ming and jong ee's place for some tea thingy... was quite funny... shao wen proposed OMG and it was so sweet... grade and i nearly died... 2 proposals in 1 month...

christmas lesson no.5 - dec is a good month for love... haha (sadly i'm not included in that)

just now... had the music team party at my place... was funny... drew was hillarious... grace didnt pray hard enough... so no carrot cake with extra cream haha... but oh well our little human psycho analysis did turn out quite exciting... *and i must say again... no jon we werent talking abt you... haha* thought there wasnt gonna be ehough food... but oh well we thought wrong...(thanx to mark and kel for helping me tell the ignited team at last min...lol)

christmas lesson no.6 - if yr lazy like me just agree to host all christmas parties at yr place so you dont have to bother to travel...

so that was abt all that hapened so far... pizza and beer party this wed... haha... ok dont drink beer all that much haha but has a nice ring to it... so yeah ok...

so ok i was wrong... this wasnt really a septemberish christmas... there were ups and downs... whats new... bottom line... it realy could be worst...

so today started off pretty ok... yeah it rained like mad... that sucked...

met up with jo for lunch today... had swensons... had fun haha... that was abt it...

went back in time to catch ms kwa dropping off the yummie log cake for the party... haha she ended up staying for quite a while cause of her 'keen interest to know more' and we'll just leave it as that....

ok so most of the lecturers didnt show... save for ms peter tripple L and rajan... but was fun... haha rajan came bearing spirits... food was good... the laksa was exceptionaly hot... *they must have known pedro was coming lol* spent most of the night singing/shouting songs haha... making a heluva noise... but was fun... thanx everyone for coming haha..

would have thought this was gonna end a good day... till i decided to check the sp account to see if my scholarship money has been sent... it was and apparently the bloody email came in on the 14th... and was suposed to collect the money 5 days form then... ok fuck i'm sp screwed... pissed off... was comless for the whole of last week... not to mention freaking busy with the musical and rehearsals and sch... i dont have the freaking time to go to the library for leasiure free access... and besides the last time i checked the email wasnt even in yet... screw the dam finance dept la... PISSED OFF!!!!!!

my house is finally begining to look remotely like a house... yess... i dare say all the construction and crap is done... and yes... my parents have taken it upon themselves to re arrange some of the furniture... ok so it doesnt look to bad...

another yay thing... my lappie is back... haha... cant believe i survived 2 wks without a laptop and tv... i survived...

ok so its e learning week... supposed to be doing online tutorials... but theres no mood.. bah... so many things going on... so many things to look forward to... but still cant wait for this year to be over...

next weeks gonna be fun.. at least i hope it'll be fun...

just found out sth last night... was dam exciting...

i miss fifi... to the hall last night to get sth... she wasnt there sleeping by the door anymore... sigh... oh well...

its back to online assignments and a dozen other things i dunno how to do...

i get knocked down but i get up again... you're never gona keep me down... Pissin the night away oops... sounds wrong haha...

ok bored tired detached and feeling crazy... signing off this ramdom senseless post...

yes... the elements of christmas is finally over... maybe my life can get back to normal routine again... but then again... those 2 weeks of sch-church thingy... not too sure whats the routine anymore...

well good stuff first... the 3 day musical was really great... i think everyone was kinda impressed with it... Rhordan's totally the best... day 1 was amusing... quite forgot that my mic was on... and was talking to wynne abt stuff which was apparently being channeled through to the mucisians room... wtf... other than that... ok...

but now the rush of events are over... term has unofficially broken... its e-learning week... next week term break... christmas... am i looking forward to christmas... should i be looking forward to all the festivities that i used to enjoy so much...

been wondering if its humanly possible to be in a place and feel so happy and so miserable at the same time... to wanna be at this place but always feel like trash when you leave it... then wonder time and time again why you subject yourself to such torture... and the simple answer is becasue thats the place that makes you feel so happy and miserable at the same time... and just for that odd moment of real happiness you'd risk the probability of being hurt over and over again...

next year will be better... i know it will be... i hope it will be... it has to be better...

its the week end... amazing... stressful... confusing... i dunno wats going on anymore... but finally the tiring past several weeks are gonna be over... or is it just to begining...

first day of the musical was on yesterday... ok i think it was dam good la.. everyone day pro say.... found out that Dong was shaun's girlfrens fren... LOL wat a connection.... came out of the room and shaun was like... eh you know dong and i'm like yeah... how do you know... haha... small world...

anyways.... fifi was put to sleep today... kinda depressing the thought of it... but then again at least she's not in pain anymore... she was sick for like a couple of weeks... didnt eat for dam long... the vet said she was breathing dam heavily so that meant that she was in pain... but oh well all dogs go to heaven...

a tribute to fifi...

gonna miss her and her antiques...

i just found the perfect one
it hapened very suddenly...
only a couple of weeks ago....
the perfect one is none other than...

the korg triton studio 88


haha... punked... its so perfect...

so i had like one of the best couple of days in the world... haha... started with Sunday... so amazing... then monday... just about as amazing.. minus the stress form the mpp presentation... tuesday... was prettya amazing... till i went to church... but it became amazing again when i reached home... haha...

but sometimes i do wonder y i subject myself to such torture such as that of the other day... *for various reasons the event shall not be named* the thing is that each time i go there that was when they were still around... i'm just their fair weather fren... now they's back again to torment me again for christmas... y do i still subject myself to that and bear it all silently... its funny how that one place you want to be the most badly is that same place that sends you home crying...

here's to anothere septemberish christmas...

tomorrow's talentime finals... sabby sharina and james are singing solos... good luck guys... tomorrow's also the prmp test... arent we all oh so excited for it...

this week's been weird... how can you have such an amazing+stressfull+tiring+miserable week all at one go...

anyway christams is coming... cant wait for this week to be over... cause there's like so many exciting things to do after this... parties and stuffie...

all i want for christmas is a KORG TRITON STUDIO!!!!!!!!!! i'm in love... hahaha....

yes today was the launch of attitude newsletter i think it went... rather well... ok la at least we did have some sort of a bang... haha... who'd have thought planning a 15 min event would be so nerve wrecking... anyway yay its OVER...
kinda believe thankyous are in order...

thanx to jawei cheryl may and grace who were all in this with me since we got the task last week... *yes we had one week to organise this...*

and of course rajan (MR M) who put us all up to this in the first place haha...

thanx to all the DMC lecturers who put their classes on hold to make time to support us...

thankyou timo and khay*did i spell her name correctly* for MCing the thingy at such short notice...

thanks pedro for taking pics even though i know you didnt want to...

and definately to like the DMC cohort yr1s yr3s and esp the yr2s (and must make special mention to my fellow classmates haha)for helping out with like the dance and poppers and distributing the thingys... haha... yeah even though the dance part was kinda messy and funny...

ok the list just goes on... ofcourse thanx to everyone who came to watch support help the event...

ok i think thats abt it... now for one more thanx haha... thanx andrew for reformatting my com haha i think you did such a through job that i dont have and internet centrino sound and goodness knows what ever left on it as well hahaha... nvm thanx anyway at least its definately virus free hahaha...