been wonderingy i've been blogging so often lately... okpossible cause of this whole wireless thing... and the fact that i'm so bored... cause my life aint that interesting relly... well except till today...

so yesterday a bunch of contractors decided to come and to the floor polishing thingy... so all my stuff was moved out of my room without my pripor knowledge... today was my parents room's turn... so more stuff now in the bloody hall... this syx.. looks like hurricane goodness knows wat just hit thisone particular house and left all the other units alone... jolly smart hurricane... NOT.... anyway... this was supposed to be over quick... but no... the stupid contractor in charge called to say the cupboards will only come in on the 5th of dec... instead of this monday... bitch... would love to mention his name but for defamations sake i'll save his sorry ass... ok so was dam pissed whin i found out... and the lack of sleep and flu and the ton of things i have to do and the aroma form the varnish is NOT helping the mood... ok so he called again.. just had to scream at him on the phone... yess... finaly... how much would i love to put the bloody fear of me in his sorry ass... told him if he couldnt deliver the cupboards on time... DONT DELIVER AT ALL... and dont ever come back for that matter... ok maybe fortunately for him my mom was there and was so dam nice abt it... *ok at least she did let me yell at him for a few mins cause she was just as pissed*

but here's the thing... how in the blue hell did he ever make a living by not being able to deliver on time... somethings never cease to amaze me really... sadly i think he's the sole proprietor of his firm... LOL so this wouldnt help much in my CRM project.. cause i'd LOVE to write a letter to his boss regarding his idosyncracies... gosh i hope he never gets another contract after this... his poor clients will suffer like fuck really i think... pissed off...

anyway... there's like so much things to do... makes me wonder y are there only 24 hrs in a day... oh well maybe my which is coming true though alot sooner than expected... maybe this is the beginning of what i've always wanted.. yes.. crazy as it sounds... i'd hoped to live a hectic life with as little breathing space as possible... y... ok some may know... if ou dont then i'll just leave it up to yr imagination... but well i never planned on the falling sick part... that part sux... i need to get well by friday i dont care haha...

other news... sabby and shar pereformed today... the did great... *would have uploaded the pix but i cant find the card reader or the cable cause as mentioned above.. my house is like some war torn land...* their one competitor was staring daggers at them... haha... wish i had taken a pic of that... before that was some lecture... JIAN.... wat can i can say...

bah... shall start on the pre luanch poster thingys for attitude... still have no idea wat's gonna happen for the launch... and its next week... bah... cant wait till week 7...

ok i'm still slowly recovering from like a reassy intereesting weekend... ok just an interesting sunday...

saturday was lazy... didnt go to ignited cuase i was tired and fell asleep... besides i was at church in the morning for something and was too lazy to go all the way back again...

yeah so yesterday was like oh so amamzing... decide to attend sunday service since i didnt go on sat... was super distracted by the couple infront... half thought they were gonna kill their infant child... yeah... started with them like laughing and being amused everytime the child screemed... then the baby would drop his pacifier and the dad would pick it up... suck it then put it back in the childs mouth... *this did nto just happen once... it happened 3 times... i counted...* but that was just the tip of the iceberg... they had a little toy fan... and it was not a baby friendly toy thingy... it was one of those hard plastic thingys... and they were letting their baby put his hand through the spinning thingys... ok the sound alone was traumatising... it went on time and time again... *y are such ppl parents... begining to think that only by divine intervention will the kid not grow up to be some very distraught being...* sigh... social services would love this one... anyway... the fun started after that... details details... good details... lol

moving on.... talentime started today... ok.. cnat really comment on this... for those i heard... not seamless performance as yet... then again... seldom are... but good laughs... guess who's performing tomorrow....WAHAHAH... sadly might miss it... *shucks...* other than that... went running just now with wynne... haha i feel fit... ok la not really... i'm so unfit... its gonnna take a life time of exercise to cure that i think haha...

by Whitney Houston

Share my life
Take me for what I am
Cuz I'll never change
All my colors for you
Take my love
I'll never ask for too much
Just all that you are
And everything that you do

I don't really need to look
Very much farther
I don't wanna go
Where you don't follow
I don't hold it back again
This passion inside
Can't run from myself
There's nowhere to hide

Don't make me close one more door
I don't wanna hurt anymore
Stay in my arms if you dare
Must I imagine you there?
Don't walk away from me
I have nothing nothing
Nothing, if I don't have you

You see through
Right to the heart of me
You break down my walls
With the strength of your love
I never knew
Love like I known it's with you
Will the memories survive?
One I can hold on to

I don't really need to look
Very much farther
I don't wanna go
Where you don't follow
I don't hold it back again
This passion inside
Can't run from myself
There's nowhere to hide
You're the love I remember forever

Don't make me close one more door
I don't wanna hurt anymore
Stay in my arms if you dare
Must I imagine you there?
Don't walk away from me
I have nothing nothing
Nothing, if I don't have you
[2X]

Don't walk away from me
Don't walk away from me
Don't you dare walk away from me
I have nothing
Nothing
Nothing, if I don't have you
You, if I don't have you

yeah so yesterday was thursday... at least that's what it was when i first started this post... was pretty fun... esp after the very stressful first half of the week...

started after classes ended for the day... decided to catch harry potter and the goblet of fire... *i think thats wat its called...* and decided that clementi empress was the best place to go.. 2 reaasons...
1. we're all poor ppl and clementi is cheap
2. its the oppening day... of course town will be bloody crowded and wont have tix..
so anyway we went o empress... thats like the only place where you can watch a super popular movie on opeining day... arive just 5 min before the show and get good seats for 7 ppl haha... at like $6 lol... ok i'm so not a harrry potter fan but just wanted to watch the show cause the trailer looked nice... dodnt really understand fully wt was going on at each part... may kindly enlightened me on it after the show haha...

went back after that.. got to slack a while befpore dragging myself out of the house again to go meet joce and the rest at the ritz.. almost felt too lazy to go... but was thinking its the ritz... haha so i went.. timo came too... he so got along with all my frens... expected la... its timo haha... anayway... went there to watch audrey play... songs were jazz and evergreen... ok they were like oh so dam good... the pianist is like quite wowing.. was thinking if i attempted to play like that i'll get spassams or sth.. but was talking to him after the set and found out he dont sight read either... haha... *see all good pianist dont sight read haha* k watever... the bassist was good too.. did this U2 song and made slapping the bass seem so effortless.. *yeah right... * audrey needless to say was fantastic haha... ah well... other than the good usic... emma spent half the night trying to proove that pianist and keyboardists all suffer form OCD... tts not true by the way... we're just particular... *and thus missunderstood wahahaha*

today now was another one of those long days haha... yess... couldnt decided whether or not to pon IHRP... decided to pon... but suddenly remembered we were on an budget and couldnt spend money so endded up going for class... after that was lectures and stuff... oh right... almost forgot the highlight of today... i got into trouble for my skirt... and its not cause its tooo short... tis cause i was wearing an embarassing skirt... WTF... cheebye la also dunno who she is...

today was bloody nerve wrecking... started of with meeting jawei in sch at 8 cause we were so stressed haha... and we still had stuff to preprare... anyway did a triak run for mr ma at like 9 sth... was quite stressful... he had quite abit of pointers for our presentation.. stuff he wanted us to emphasize and say to the minister...

anyway after that was the long long wait... cant believe we missed rajan's class to be waiting around the dms doing nothing... but time pased eventually and we met back up with the rest during lunch break... found out we were supposed to set new grps again... bah... thats to tiresome... oh well... tt sch... was supposed to meet cheryl and the rest of the yr book ppl also to discuss last min stuff for the phototaking thingy next week... totally forgot abt the placards in the midst of preparing for the presentation thingy... tt was not good... but well the meeting was short and jawei and i had to run back down to the dms to do another re run with mr mah before the minister and principal came...

waited summore... then edmund suddenly got all quirky and paranoied and started making everyone wear their lanyard into the dms for class... if they didnt bring theirs he wouldnt let them in till loh loh convinced him that time was more important than lanyards... then he got even more worked up when he realised that jawei and i didnt have lanyards either... so he tasked us with finding lanyards before the presentation... that part was funny cause we didnt know where to look so ended up outside in the crowded foyer yelling for a lanyard... lmao... was saved by azny and this other yr 3 senior *we dont knoe his name*... who lent us their lanyards...

did the presentation to the minister of state... he was qhite nice.. very smiley haha... but omg it was so freaky... cause instead of having to present to just the minister... the principal and their entire entourage we also had to present to a whole class of yr3s... ok that made it all the more stressful... could have died...

but its all over... mr ma said they were impressed... we told him that we were stressed... ok lame... so frigging sleey... so for the first time in a long time shall try to sleep early... like abt now...

tomorrow's tuesday... love...

suddenly felt like blogging again... hummm never blogged this often before... this new router must be having some sort of adversed effect on me... but now the problem is that i've nothing to say... oh dear...

ok so wat fun thing happened as of late... yesterday was a better day than i expected it to be... today was pretty mediocre *is that how you spell it... i thik it is...* jawei came over to do the presentation thingy... spent half of the time talking abt lame stuff... after that watched gilmore girls.. *the guy is quite hot sometimes lol... dunno who the actor is though haha...* then watched cats and dogs half way... so cute haha... then vernon called and we talked... discovered something new abt him which i'm not ment to disclose i think haha cause its too dam farny... y doesnt anyone believe me when i say i used to play lan and soccer and stuff instant bee hoon... bah... ah well wtf... found some interesting fun facts just now haha... for once discoveries didnt lead to more bad news... haha yess...

*sigh* its monday tomorrow... presentation day... and one step closer to the longest day of the week... tuesday... yikes...

its past 1 in the morning and i'm online... talking to ber online... he found my blog... hi ber...

feeling detached... detached from people... society... stuff that i love to do... from myself... y i have no idea... maybe its just one of those days... anyway srew those feelings la... they're just a waste of time and energy... *dont you just wish it was that easy... fat chance*

anyways... turning to less depressing shit... went to church today... the whole team was locked out in the lobbby/foyer watever feels appropriate... we had no key and there was no one in the office... thankkfully rhordan appeared to open the door for us... while waiting outside charlie discovered the magic aircon switch which jon so wisely suggest we turn on haha... well... practice was good...

after which... went to meet my cousin and family who came down form kl for the week end for lunch... this was at some place in far east shopping centre... ok the food was pretty good considering where it's located... but the service leaves room for comment... ok maybe it was cause i was kinda moody too... ah well... wats new...

went back to church after that... thought i was gonna be late ofr wt2 but well guess again... so... moving on...

foundout on thursday that loh loh wanted us to present the dma thingy so some like minister and mp ppl thingy on monday... so cool... but then again... wat is one supposed to say during the presentation... OMG... so anyway... happy that my grp did such a good job on it... anyway jawei's coming over tomorrow to work out the presentation thingy...

i LOVE life... LOVE it... just so full of oppression... cant get ehough of it really... *watever haha*

bah something's wrong with my wireless... the weird thing is that i can get online even though i'm connected... so now everyone's wondering y i'm online haha... tapped onto my neighbours thingy... so its not my com its the wunnerful router... blah... oh well...

ok there's like nothing to blog about... have the idea that there was something i wanted to say but i cant remember haha... oh well...

hummmm life's a bitch... oh well...

in case anyone's wondering what the hell tmi stads for... it stands for too much info... yeah... been wondering... ok actually it's become a trend... i should stop finding out things... but how does one do that... esp when news jus suddenly POPs up right infront of your dam face... its just the trend lately huh... that every new thing you discover is just a whole load of bad news... and CRAP... like YOU'RE JUST ANOTHER PERSON IN THE SEA OF EXISTANCE... YOU DISSAPPEAR WHO CARES SOMEONE ELSE WILL JUST TAKE OVER... but guess what... thats the hard truth... everyone gets replaced.. so then where does human significance lie... well i dont care anymore... i suppose no one is more important than any other person who is more important than any other living thing... *my fish died... so what i'll just buy another... i lost my pencil.. who cares i'll buy another...*

set out to find answers to a very simple innocent question... who knows what more i learnt... maybe its a good thing... thinking positive here for awhile... could this prepare me for what is to come... i supppose since i'm now QUITE aware of whats going on now and where it's leading... so now what should i do... let it happen and watch silently gloating about not being taken by surprised... ignore everyone and everything throwing away what i thought ued to be good... or change the course of the future like some power crazed bitch...

anyway... whatever... i think i've stopped caring along time ago... screw love screw success screw achievements... screw it all...

so theorhetically its friday now cause its past mn but WHO CARES...

got my router today... so yeah i can stop tappping on to my generous neighbour's wireless haha... *thanx mr/ms neighbour* oh well... was trying to setup the darn thingy.. and my dad as usual was butting in with all his irellevant comments... *yes coming from someone who has no idea what he's talking about (optical fibers for a wireless internet connection.... I"M SURE)* not like he's gonna use the dam thing so whats the big deal... but oh well... he also commented on the access password... so yeah... with all this mindless coments and crap the final password was some dam long string of stuff that i'll never remember... *thanx dad* anyway shant complain i have nice strong connection now... so i'm a happy girl...

after that went to mel fams house for the lmg dinner thingy... *not sure what it was called* the house is so nice btw... the houses there were all so nice... esp love the spanish villa haha that was the highlight of the night... apart from my instand bee hoon thingy... *there is such a thing asinstant bee hoon... wonder y no one believes me haha* and yes i've since been labled as anal again while fussing about the candles on the cake... LOL... but it was fun... vic and her lame jokes abt prawns and ions... was supposed to go running with wynne after that but we kinda ended to late so yeah... *i so need to exercise else i'll be fat and ugly and die an old maid... oh no wahaha....*

anyways its off to bed... bah have an elective tomorrow morning... and gems... ahhh.... *the very word gems just thrills me to the bone...* (ok shall stop the sarcasm and sleep)