in case anyone's wondering what the hell tmi stads for... it stands for too much info... yeah... been wondering... ok actually it's become a trend... i should stop finding out things... but how does one do that... esp when news jus suddenly POPs up right infront of your dam face... its just the trend lately huh... that every new thing you discover is just a whole load of bad news... and CRAP... like YOU'RE JUST ANOTHER PERSON IN THE SEA OF EXISTANCE... YOU DISSAPPEAR WHO CARES SOMEONE ELSE WILL JUST TAKE OVER... but guess what... thats the hard truth... everyone gets replaced.. so then where does human significance lie... well i dont care anymore... i suppose no one is more important than any other person who is more important than any other living thing... *my fish died... so what i'll just buy another... i lost my pencil.. who cares i'll buy another...*

set out to find answers to a very simple innocent question... who knows what more i learnt... maybe its a good thing... thinking positive here for awhile... could this prepare me for what is to come... i supppose since i'm now QUITE aware of whats going on now and where it's leading... so now what should i do... let it happen and watch silently gloating about not being taken by surprised... ignore everyone and everything throwing away what i thought ued to be good... or change the course of the future like some power crazed bitch...

anyway... whatever... i think i've stopped caring along time ago... screw love screw success screw achievements... screw it all...