its past mn already... good bye 2005 and hello 2006... yes finally the new year has come... am i excited... yeah of course... 2006 is gonna be great... i just know it...

looking back...

2005 was a challenging year... challenging cause of the many weird things that have happened especially in the past few months... there were many ups and many downs... but with the downs last year also came the strengh and determination to set it right... i think i can safely say that 2005 was the year that i've finally decided to stop running... its not been easy... facing the past... but i've tried... and i know God has definately given me the strength to do that... and this year i'll keep trying cause i know that something great is happening...

2005 was also a year of success... i dare say... i got almost everything i set out to achieve at the begining... academic success... i liked my grades.. they werent bad... the crush scholarship... buit up my portfolio... gained recognition for good works done... accepted responsibilities etc... socially... i suppose you could say i've found acceptance... one big thanks to 02... its been great working with you guys over the past year... also to the other sp ppl i've had the chance to work with this year... and perhaps i'd found something more than i anticipated... i found myself...

finally 2005 was really the year of "first times"... even from the start of the year.. when we moved from mt sophia to princept... the past has been abolished... *literally actually*... then there was all those new roles that were presented to me in sch... and the musical... that was first too... the first time i've ever spent so much time in church in 3 years... yes its been 3 years... and the thing is that this was a first time i actually talked to alot of ppl i knew existed but never knew them personally...

today i look back... i see the big picture for what has been going on... not the full picture but a broder picture... things have changed... and in a good way it didnt seem so at first but now i think it was all for good...

2006... heres to a great year ahead... ok i mean its not like some fairy tale cause there are gonna be ups and downs... the road ahead is not smooth... it never was and it never will be... by the pahway of duty flows the rivers of God's grace...what His plan is i do not know but what i'm called to do that i know... and i will see it through... i guess right now... looking at whats ahead...

like Rhordans songs... its gonna be a brand new day... hold on to hope... JOIR DI VE...